Friday, May 3, 2013
my thoughts
We got home from Target and Brody was hungry, tired, and just plain not happy. In the midst of frustrated screaming from such a tiny little mouth that makes such a loud noise, I got him undressed, in his high chair, fed, bathed, lotioned, dressed for bed, hair brushed, and finally could take a breath as he sunk into my arms, bottle in hand, and immediately closed his eyes. As I sung him to sleep, my life just felt good. As I kissed his forehead and laid him down in his crib, watched as he snuggled into his favorite light green blankie, the love I felt for him, and for my simple life, was overwhelming.
Once the house was picked up and the kitchen was clean, I made my way to the bathroom furthest from sleeping Brody, turned my Pandora up way high on my iPad, and took a nice, hot shower. This felt so good, so good. I know that times like today I need to just stop and remember how blessed I truly am. Today I felt blessed.
Being married and having a little one has changed my life more than anything else. With fewer friends, after moving to Utah, I sometimes feel lonely while Jeff works night shifts. Making friendships seems like it was so much easier when I was single. I'm the type of person who needs socialization. So getting used to quiet nights with a sleeping baby, and a hard at work spouse has been so hard to get used to. It is still a work in progress.
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